Cecil Lamar Mills

 Hi,popop I LOVE you so so very much!!! And I'm truly sorry  for making you sad sometimes by hearing your feelings when I fight with my family I really am I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really miss yobut I also love you so so much. 

Happy 69th Birthday Popop, Hope you are having fun! We wish you were here so we could help celebrate. But your probably having fun up there. I miss you alot, everyone does. See you again. Love you♥ 

HEY DADDY.....

Eddie just got a motorcycle and when I got on the back and he rode me around the yard, I had an amazingly beautiful memory of you taking me for a ride on the dirt bike...I remember being so scared and you reassured me that it would be all right and you wouldnt let anything happen to your little girl....I love you so so much and thank you for the memories...I will be forever grateful to have so many...

Just sitting here thinking about you & what an amazing Daddy you where...I was remembering when we where changing the CV Joints in that 86 Buick...Oh myyy gosh, what a crazy day that was huh??? Lots of cus words & a few trips to Discount..I treasure all those times you took the time to teach me about cars.  Like that time I changed the flat on Moms Van when we went shopping & then the van would not  move...Remember how mad you where because you where watching a football gam & you came to rescue us.. I put the spare on backwards, You still told me I did a good job...I miss you teribly & I Love You so much....I just want to hold you in my arms one more time...Guess I will have to look you up when I get to Heaven...How will I find you?  Ohhh I'm sure I will somehow...

Ill stop rambling on now...Just want you to know I love you & Miss you...

Daddy,

 

Memories are hard for me. I am trying to remember the good times. It's hard though. My mind is confused and my thought process is a mess. I miss you so much. People say give it time....well I can say that that is a bunch of poop...because time does not help. My heart is still broken and the tears still fall. I hope that I made you proud and I hope you know what you meant to me. I miss you so much !!! I love you Daddy !